Blaze Metal

I used Camera 4 Line Art for this image. I love how the Slayer logo is so distinct.

Parting

Be Come

I took these photos on my way to work this morning using a new app called Infinicam.

The Newest Wrinkle Fighter- Expressionless Face.

I’ve taken to trying to avoid smiling so as not to allow the wrinkles to set in. Is there something wrong with that? I can remember a time when I was really young and I first noticed that the lines on my maternal grandmother’s face were different than the lines on my paternal grandmother’s face. My maternal grandmother smiled a lot. Her wrinkles were heavy around her eyes. My paternal grandmother had a permanent frown on her face, accentuated by the deep lines that fell from the corners of her mouth down to the border of her chin. I remember thinking that I would rather have smile wrinkles than frown wrinkles. Today, I want a third option, expressionless non-wrinkles.
This morning, I did notice that my laugh lines seemed ever-so smaller. Maybe I’ve just tricked myself into believing it, but I think my new green tea and gingko facial toner might actually be making a difference. It is from Aubrey and it is made from all-natural ingredients. I’ve never used a toner before, never thought about it. My best friend and co conspirator for all things Apocalypse Meow told me about it. If my wrinkles start to fade away, I think I might have to give her pay her off for saving me plastic surgery money.

All Downhill From Here

Thirty-Five. I've figured it out, the age you really start worrying about your age is 35. I wake up every morning and check to see if my laugh lines have gone away yet. I don't feel as old as I look and its not sitting well with me. When I was 33, I started to notice that the lines around my eyes were still there, even after I had stopped smiling. But now, two years later, the cute little wisps of lines have grown into full-blown wrinkles. I've been using an eye cream for Clinique since I was in my early twenties. I figured it was all I needed to stave off the crows feet. Now, I find myself perusing the skin care isle for the magic potion that will make me look young again.

I know I don't look "old," but I do look older. No one ever talks about the time in your life when you start to look older. You only hear about the "already old" part of the story. Sure, there are t.v. ads for products to make you look younger, but who listens to that tripe. No, I'm talking about the stuff about your body starting to deteriorate and wear out. I'm not ready for this. I don't want to lie down and take this, but who has ever won the fight against getting old?

I've decided to chronicle my feelings about this time in my life because It's never been so apparent to me before that I'm going to be old soon. I've been behind in everything. I still don't own a house, I don't have children. I just graduated from college two years ago. I'm not ready to settle into the role that society wants from people my age. I want to stay up late on a week night and eat too much candy before bedtime. I want to wear play rock 'n' roll music and wear my hair in pig-tails. It keeps getting harder to do these things. Not because I don't like to do them anymore, but because it hurts more when I do. I don't want to slow down, I don't want to grow up, but it looks like I'm losing this battle.

Women in Rock? Women DO Rock!

I've spent most of my life seeking out female role models in the world of rock 'n' roll, usually to be disapointed by the "VH1 Top 100 Women in Rock." Have you noticed that, about 90 of those women don't really "rock" at all? If you think Lisa Loeb or Alanis Morisette represent women's ability to bring the noise, you are missing out on what true female rockers are made of. Unfortunately, the women who hold their own in this male-dominated genre go mostly undiscovered by those of us who need that kind of inspiration. However, every so often, a female musician comes along that makes me proud of my gender and want to kick some ass in the pit.

On November 21, 2008 I headed down to 924 Gilman (again) and spent a few hours with some very intense and hard-rockin' women.

The show was a five-band bill consisting of Strains of the Apocalypse, California Love, Lack of Interest, Voetsek, and Mind of Asian. No shortage of fast punk rock in this setting.

I have nothing to say about Strains of the Apocalypse and California Love. Both bands lacked the energy and power I was burning for that night. They did nothing to excite my soul. They were forgettable, at best.

Lack of Interest is usually a fast and furious 20 minutes of mayhem, but they were off the mark on this particular night. Some might blame technical issues on their lack-luster performance, the guitarist could not set the borrowed amp to his liking. I would have to disagree with the problem being technical though. I've seen Lack of Interest a few times and they are always a hit-or-miss kind of band. I've seen them blow everyone away with their overabundance of energy and I have seen them just "phone it in." This show was just another flop for them.

By the time Voetsek took the stage, I was starting to regret bringing my friend to this show, since I promised him a night of crazy fun. Luckily, Voetsek salvaged my reputation by showing everyone how it's really done. Here's where the female musician stuff comes into play. Voetsek is female-fronted with a female bass player. This band kicks ass! They are thrash metal gods! While the overall sound of Voetsek is amazing, it's the raspy, balls-out screaming of lead singer, Amy Lawless, that really pushes the band over the edge. Their energy is through the roof and they never disappoint.

The headliner of the night was Mind of Asian, an all-female Japanese hardcore band. Here is an example of how women bring the noise. They are not, "good for a girl-band." They are awesome, period. These ladies fully encompass all that I love about my gender. They are fast and tight and not afraid to run with the boys. They showed up every penis-touting band in the club that night. Who says girls don't know how to thrash?

UGZ Speed Trials 2008

On March 22nd, 924 Gilman Street in Berkley hosted the 5th Annual UGZ Speed Trials. Eight bands blasted their way through less than four hours of short, fast, and loud. Each band was given a 15 minute set limit in which to prove to the raucous crowd of punk rockers that they were the fastest and best band of the night. All of the bands lived up to the Speed Trials legend.

In 2002, Urban Guerrilla Zine started the Speed Trials in order to showcase some of the bands they had been promoting for. Voetsek won the first ever Speed Trials and the show has continued every year since.

This year's winner was Pretty Little Flowers from Texas. They played tight and fast and had the crowd in a frenzy by the second song. P.L.F. has been around since 1999 and have partnered with the likes of Uzi Suicide and Unholy Grave for split 7" releases.

Although they one second place instead of first, Noisear stole the show with their unbelievable showcase of what it means to be a grind band. With layered and varying vocal styles, sung by the three up front, and a blasting, popping snare sound, this band brings the speed. They gave the best performance of the night.

Another star of the night that deserves mentioning is Thousandswilldie from the Bay Area. Their songs were a bit too short, even for the Speed Trials, clocking in at 20 to 30 seconds each. They fit 25 songs in their 15 minute set, including the time it took to pour fake blood all over the crowd and light the drum set on fire. Twenty seconds is just not long enough to get into a song, especially when the singer has such an awesome, piercing vocal style.

Self Inflicted opened the night and Superbad, In Disgust, and 50/50 also filled the evening with mayhem. Despise You closed the night with an extra long set. They played their alloted fifteen minute set as well as Lack of Interest's spot, since they didn't bother to show up. It was never mentioned why the headliner of the night never made it to the show, but since Lack of Interest is from sunny So. Cal, they will probably be back this way soon.